Looking back to those thousand memories with you then i got those pain come back through these damn tears. The time when we never thought bout this kind of ending, it brought me nerveless. two years gone, we'v through many things. we stupidly looked for my cat, you went back to school in the evening then helped me to finish my homework, you surprisingly gave me an ice cream, when we pray in Syuhada then you leave me because you said you would fix the flat tires but you came back with a bouquet of flowers, you were lying and that was funny, we walked together on the beach, ignite the fireworks on that evening, staring those million stars together. i still remember the smell of the beach wind that evening, i still remember how you hold my hand. i will never forget when we wear a couple rain coat in the rain, when we lost in the jungle, when i put "koyo" on your navel. well, those story was over anyway. it was just a memories and i used to live there.
everything became different when you showed me many things. those girls, the way you treated them, the way you treated me,the way you lie on me, the way you make me crying. that was great. you did hurt me many times, you said you didn't meant it. how could i believe that you didn't meant it if you did it more than once?
i run out my words, i don't understand why you hurt me that much, i beg you to stop, but it was never happened. you said you don't want to be forced, then i said i don't want to be hurt. i do love you, but i can't live with this pain. i have no idea. this was my last choice, i was very tired. maybe it will be better if i leave you. i knew tht i'm gonna miss your voice, but i have to.
congratulation, you'r free now!
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